i feel depressed
what is the point of having your own state of mind when there are many other people to think and decide what you should do.
the too many expectations people have of you. you don't even get to decided anything and there is this feeling like i'm doing things not for the sake of myself but just for the sake of satisfying others. it just makes me wonder who am i living my life for. my life has become a total routine and i don't even realise the purpose of every single thing i'm doing. do people even think before they say anything? it seems like people just say things without giving a thought about how others would feel and it just ends up hurting people's feelings.why are assumptions being made all the time?
i just hate this.

you think everything is perfect but they aren't